Actually looking forward to 2012 so many new beginnings and new promises that I know won’t get broken. Beginning of 2012 I turn 20, then within a month or two my beautiful child will finally come, then two months approximately later my amazing boyyfriend turns 21. Then during 2012 I get to start saving and looking forward to going back to school. And I get to prove.everyone wrong that has ever doubted me and my new plans in life. In 2012 I get to know that Colton is in my life to grow old with me and our little one and to know we both agreed we want to get married but not for a while because we are new in a relationship so we don’t want to make the mistake of getting married too early and loosing each other when we know that’s not what we want. We have new challenges coming our way that once we overcome together we know that we can get thru anything together. Granite we’ve had our tests so far in the lil 6 months we got thru together. And in 2012 we won’t have to worry about his creepy stalker cause she’s not allowed to be around our child without one of us with our baby. She’s already on her last leg with me and she’s going to meet the wrath of ola mother she keeps doing what she’s doing. So needless to say 2012 will be Colton and I’s year! I lovee you babey can’t wait till your home later. (: <3

Just because I don’t have a ring on my finger doesn’t mean we don’t love each other. Yess, we have a baby on the way and I said I wasn’t getting married now but didn’t say there wasn’t a chance in the future for us to get married. I lovee Colton more than words will ever describe. I want to grow old with him and always be this happy. He completes me! <3

maricrismayhem:

<3 so many memories, so grateful to have experienced this with some of the best people.

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Laying in bed tonight seeing Colton so stressed made me break down. Im not making enough money an hour or enough hours every two weeks to help him out with bills. Makes me feel like a terrible person that I’m not helping out right now. I feel like one of those girlfriends that just sits around while her boyyfriend busts his ass to pay bills but I have more of a heart and actually let it bug me. I have no clue what to do or think right now. Its gunna be a long sleepless night full of tears. )’: I need some words of advice at this moment.

thistimenextyearca:

Richmond, VA
October 21, 2011 

photo by Kyle Crawford

Lovee this pic! Good job whoever took it.

Pregnancy is def taking its toll on me. One minute I’m happy next I’m laying in bed in tears just like tonight. I need some this time next year music to curve my mood. ):

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